Dizzy Thoughts

Fuck Me.. Tease me..

I know that when I get that text or phone call from you it ain’t to hear what I want to hear. I mean, I love hearing from you but.. This just fucks with me. You come over and we flirt for a little bit. Talk about small shit, like how your day was and all that. Then you get close and I kiss you. You grab me like you missed me and kiss me back. Shirts come off, jeans come off, cools come off and the heat is on. I missed you so much is all I’m thinking as i climb inside you and you moan deep. You grab my back and leave scars of frustration and unhappiness. I take my tongue and go down your neck, to your stomach, and taste the area farthest from your heart. I turn you over and climb inside again as you grab the sheets and moan. I smack your ass because you like it and its the only way I can hit you without it being abuse. But I’m angry so ever stroke i go in harder and smack you harder till you shake and breathe deep. You want to keep it going so you turn me on my back and grab me and put me inside the place you use to tell lies. You do it SO good, you suck so good. YOU SUCK SO GOOD!!

Its fucking frustrating when its all said and done. I know I should turn you down and just leave you alone but I know that if we don’t meet like this, we wont ever talk or see one another. So I do this to get close to you, I do this so I can see your beautiful smile, so I can hear you whisper you love me in my ear. Even if its all lies, which they probably are, I can’t stop it. I fuck you and you tease me because you know I want to be with you but.. Yeah.. I miss you and even though this wasn’t how I wanted us to spend our time, here we are. I told myself I wasn’t going to be here with you anymore but, here we are. So when you hug me before you leave, I hug you like its the last time I’m a see you because I don’t want this to happen again. I know I wont hear from you for a week, maybe two. Damn.